wOoo! long time no blog le!

Haha harlow dear diary,

Long time long time never come in blog le..been very busy and finding a new direction. Well, i finally got a job le. Though it is not very well paid, it's still better than no income haha..

Hmm, juz back from genting last week with my mum, grandma and mum's sister. :P

I am juz there to carry luggages >"< but well, overall it's still not bad, free food and drinks haha.

Today is my 2nd day at work, I got 2 calls from 2 companies asking me for interviews >"< wat a time.. Anyway I trying to apply no pay leave to go for interviews..Haiz, hope they pay me good enough for me to change haha coz I am currently bonded to job agency then gotta pay penalty if I quit now >"<

Life is quite unpredictable and full of uncertainties..I am so lost in my future, career and relationship. Anyway, I will do my best now and spend my every second to the fullest if possible.

Hee, once I got $$ and settled my loans and bills, I'm gonna get a digicam so that I can upload mine stuffs here as a start!

Ok, gtg, bye bye!

:P

Soomething i saw ^^

"Getting stronger:
Growth is never easy.
I heard in Korea there was one man who reached (korean) 1kyu after replaying 10 kibo (kifu).
Everyone has their own rate of growth, take your time.
Your words and actions are mirrors of your strength, observe~
Real baduk power = reading power. Read many variations 100 moves ahead and take your place among the legends.
Since the above is unreasonable: I suggest, focus on flow of the stones and movement and framework.
Treat a kibo like a beautiful stream, and just observe how it flows....

more later."

Settle down...

hi all ^^
time to settle down to study liao :S
i just can't get the momentum going...haiz...after blogging, i think i go bath then start work le. Tomolo is fluid quiz and i haben study @@"
but duno why just feel kinda lost and tired...been burning my brain cells with all the matters around me.

feeling a little sick too but keep suppressing it by drinking lots and lots of H2O.
very blank now....duno wat to say....
i think just end here ba...
take carez everyone ^^

School~

ok, school started again and i just finished my first tutorial(now in LWN library). So bored coz i did all my tutorials(wahaha) and kinda boring so i studied my notes. It is good too meaning i haf no difficulty in the tut.

Chinese New Year is coming and it is time to busy for the SRJC LD again and i hope everyone is still aware of it lol...ECA recruitment is here too and kinda busy wif the JC stuffs and i think i can cope wif my school work.

Everyone is at IA now and hope they r doing fine ^^. I hafta work hard now else my IA will be gone @@"

okok time to go off. Seeya guys~

:P

:P

Suddenly feel like posting this song here hehe....
nothing much today so welll...
just study and study....
1 more day to next paper....

gl hf to me~

痴心绝对 ("爱上痞子男"片头曲)

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点

暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉

早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧

你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切

你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对

为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变

也唤不回你对我的坚决

半条命

DAMN PISS NOW!!! F**K man...this is the 3rd time i writing this f**king blog...
i was saying i very sianz that my first blog, i try to write in chinese and when i finish writting it, when i am about to post, the whole chunk gonez~
and that goes for my 2nd time too!! dmn blogspot, i curse u~~!!will cut to the shortest this time...
today 2 paper, damn tiring, slept about 1 hour during my 2nd paper. Papers are difficult. Piss with life and NTU. Everything just shitty and that goes for the people.

Watched 8 miles recently and like the cool dude inside.

gotta go back to do tut and study...
take carez and cya~
(bless me this time that an post)

down...down..down..........

harlow everyone...
today is the 13th of oct liao...in abt 2 more weeks, will be my exam le. haiz, suddenly feel very down haha,just now my ex come talk to me. Initially it's still ok but i think i over sensitive but duno :P i dun think it is fair to me...anyway after that, i lots of troubles just flooded my brain :S
mayb it is exam stress ba...i did lots of tut but just think that i still cannot get thru this semester...haiz, am i reach my study limit? i just cannot absorb anymore. am i wasting time and money to carry on pursuing this degree? i just duno...mayb i too tired le. just very stress and moody now :P
i won a bnet game yesterday against a level 39 human. It is a mirror match and phew, i won. That is the only happy thing i guess for this week haha, but come to think of it, it is really nothing to be happy about lol...
i haf not been excercising too...i felt kinda weak :S mayb i shld go take a run tomolo....quizes coming,lab report and project deadline coming~ argh~~ alumni stuffs, life in a mess...
okok, i think i go take a bath then continue my work again hehe....
thanx for reading all my complains :P

take carez~