Tired, Weak :P

Hi! I just got back to my hall. Feel so tired and my whole body is aching. I think it is the soccer yesterday morning haha, I really too weak nowadays :P

I am happy yesterday becoz i did many things hehe. Although i had only 3 hours of sleep the night before and i thought i'll cmi but luckily i manage to 'dong' all the way thru :P
I went soccer in the morning at around 9+ and by right i should meet Frank at his hse bus-stop but he told me he cmi coz he gotta settle some stuffs. Well, he told me the directions and ways of getting to the venue coz it is the 1st time i going but i am still blur and lost haha. Then i saw Huai Quan(another ntu classmate) board the bus and is going too so i just follow him hehe so lucky. Then when we reached there, Lionel gimme a stern look and asking me, "boi, u got soccer one meh?" Lol, i think he see me so weak and small tot i never do sports one haha.

Then i played for around 1 hour plus then gotta rush back hall to bath and get down to bugis to meet my 小妹 and Miss K. I tried to rush but i am still late and i was so sad...Heng my sis din scold me. 小妹just back from UK and she's long hair now then i realised how long since i last see her :P But the more stunning one is Miss K haha, she had her hair dyed pink and blonde! and woohoo. Though i expected nothing less from her but she did give me a little shock when i see her haha. Then we had a nice time talking and eating together till night. Really a nice meet up :)

Then i got home just in time to catch Eng vs Por but i am so tired that i dozed off after 60 mins or so when the score is 1:0
When i woke up this morning at around 9am, i am shock that Eng is out lol coz i tot they secure yesterday liao. Such a waste din watch finish yesterday. :(
Anyway, when i woke up, i feel pain all over my body lol so jialatz of me :P then i don't feel like doing anything so i went back to sleep at 10.30am. I forgot that my friend is coming over to my hse today and i overslept! And made my friend waited at my house bus-stop for 2 hours >"< and i was like oh my god, gosh i duno wat am i suppose to do or explain...Sorry!!!
I asked my friend out at around 8.30pm to eat to make up for it but i think i still owe an apology...

Phew, i am so tired now >"< feel like sleeping but gotta bath first.... :S K lah, i shall stop here tonight. hehe *gonez*

New things added

wee~, i just added some links to my blog again haha, thinking just added something everyday will be good enuf :)
well, i wasted my day today?? i slept most of the time away haha but i haf been dreaming of lots of things...some very unhappy stuffs just keep coming up >"<
when i woke up just now, i feel so tired haha think sleep too much oso tired >"<
then just now i go play some weiqi online which make me more tired now haha...
now watching some andy lau concert while blogging...he sings really well and the songs' writers are all gosu; he even sing some M.Jackson old song haha

I just met up with 1 of my 2 only xiao mei(小妹)2 days ago...she came to boon lay to find me, i so guilty to trouble her all the way to here and i did not haf much time to chat wif her(sorry oh) >"<
hmm, my the other mei(lisa) just got back from US, hoping to meet up with her some day.
oh gosh and i haf not meet up wif my those secondary sch frenz >"<
argh~~so much things to do :S must find time find time!
and i still stuck wif the same background colour >"<
must try to solve it on day hehe

k lah, now nearly 6am liao must go carry on, lots of stuffs to be done!

Run Run RUN~~!!!!

hmm, another monday >"<
wah my com finally can work le haha, wc3 oso can work le hee, i just realise that it is my monitor hardware problem but is is solved.
hmm, i oso notice i very very very long din go for a run or swim le :S....so lazy!!!
i think i must do some sports again else will grow mould haha, kk i shall do some simple workout tomolo at least!!!
then will start from there. :P
k lah, i stop here first, duno wat to write >"<
busy wif the other webby...still troubled duno wat to do wif it.

*Gonez*

Finally Back~

oh my god~!~~~~!!! i wrote another 1000 words just now and all lost again!!! argh....so sianz liao dun want to re-type so i just type wat i roughly said >"<

i saying my pc crashed 2 days ago that's why i did not came online and how i go and negotiate wif my dad to allow me to get a new HDD hehe. I talk abt the brand name and a little abt sim lim sq but dun say liao :P

And i said how much trouble for me to try installing win xp into the new HDD but all failed and nearly dmg my new HDD! Then later i gave up and use back my win 98....
At least now my pc can let me blog again so i dun care wat other things might happen before i post this hehe. Later gotta d/l icq and msn and many other stuffs duh......kk i think i go settle the rest of the programs liao hehe.....i'll blog again when my HDD stable in the near future..............

Seeya~

Registration Day

duh...this is the 2nd time i writing this. Argh~~the first time i wrote till half then my pc hanged!! oh gosh wat a day...

Well i was writing that today is my registration for my year 3 modules day at 11.30am and then i scared i overslept so i din sleep. But till around 10.00am, i dozed off and so lucky that Ashley(my friend) woke me at around 11.15am.(phew~)Then i quickly rushed to the library which is a 10 mins brisk walk and i got the pc there at around 11.28am and finally can 'battle' the thing in time :S

Still okie that i managed to get most of my modules timetable. But the disaster arised when the system stopped me from registering my last 3 modules. It said that i have reached the maximum modules that i can registered for this semester. I went to the main office to check on my application for overloading, and the stupid dean rejected my application! Say that because i failed too many modules and i am under probation. Normal students are allowed to overload 1 module by default at least and becoz of that probation thingy, it say that i cannot even get that overload module! I was like thinking wat sh*t! I failed a few modules and already lag by others liao and now it dun even let me take wat normal students can take which is telling me to go and study one more semester! What rubbish!? argh~ stupid NTU system and stupid adminstration >"<

Now i was gg-ed liao loh. People have their down-turn here and there mah and must give them chance to stand up again leh but this NTU just leave those to die or rot and go jing3 shang4 tian1 hua1 doing all the extra wat help to those they doing well students instead of helping the weaker students. What school is this??! -.-

Anyway I'll just do wat i can do for now ba which is study wat they can give me duh...i wasted 1/2 or 1 more year to learn this lesson and i will not let this mistake happen again! No way i'll let peple look down on me or laugh at me no more!

Another day...

Today i woke up with a sms in my hp. It's from Gemi(one of my NTU friend). She told me that the law module result is out. I was still in 1/2 sleep mode while i logon to check my result. But my result made me woke up. I failed that module too! oh gosh what is happening to me?! I really hope that I am dreaming...It is another blow to me again omg. This sem is a disaster to me. I have no one to blame though but myself. It is sad to just recover from the blow of other result and here it is, one more blow in the early morning. Hiak, gg-ed! Haiz, actually i cannot imagine myself too for failing so many modules haha. First time in my life! Actually wana write something like i just created the tag board etc but really not much mood le. I duno what should i do... many people console me not to think about it but plan for the future, but my future is in such bad shape. The path is hard and i duno, anyway, i just stay on and see as i go ba. This may be the worst of my life(i hope :P) but i'll keep going. I kept telling myself that so that i can go on.

K lah, i am trying to get my mp3 into wma file so i shall end here~

Getting Up

Hehe, i saw the comments that some friends have left for me and i am really happy to see that coz i know someone out there is still "watching" over me so that when i fall, he/she will be there to encourage me.

Well, today is a new Monday and i am on a brand new day. I had spaghetti green bean soup yesterday prepare by my kind friend. Thank u! :)

i juz finish watching Naruto 86 although i had it long ago.(no time to watch) One brand new day, one good start. i think i'll start by continue to learn the tutorial for my html thingy and mayb start reading a little lecture notes....

I shall stop here and gl hf to me :P

Disappointment.....

Today I am going to visit the school dean today. I did not sleep as I scared i wil be late of something. So I manage to keep awake as usual and get an early bath to keep me fresh...
The I printed my audit and planned timetable and prepare to go and decide my fate. Wah, i can't squeeze in all the modules but i still try and my timetable is like a 6 days week from 830am to 530pm.....so chamz...

I was kinda worry that the dean will not care about this and just let me retain 1 more sem...

I follow the address written on the directory and got to his office. I am like quite nervous duno wat to say etc but in the end, i still manage to say everything i want to say. However, sadly, he dun allow me to take too many modules as he said my result is bad and is under probation now.....haiz...gg-ed for me liao. Well, he just told me to register as many subjects as the system allows me to and that's it. He dun want to sign my overloading form...

Then i tell him that i want to clear my course in 4 yrs time but he say there is a very slim chance but well i think oso very hard le...I am quite sad thru out the day actually and feel like quitting school too. It's like i study 4.5yrs and get a stupid bachelor degree but i took an honour degree course. Very stupid right?? I duno but very luan now too.
For the time being i'll just keep on learning my html and webby stuffs. and mayb study a little of the modules that i failed....

ok lah, i think i'll stop here ba...

tiRinG dAe......

Today i woke up around in the morning and started to plan wat to do for the rest of the days....

Then cook myself something to eat and decided to go down to my mum's shop to see how's the shop is doing at dinner time.

The shop is nice and simple and well selling my favourite "yong tau fu" haha. ok lah, although i din pay but at least got help out hehe...well, sometimes i see my mum keep working and working, at her age, i see liao oso pain coz she is around 55 soon and still haf to work. :(
But she tell me she just cannot stay still at home one. i agree wif this becoz my grandma is oso like that. sort of a workaholic haha so at least din feel that bad. I remember my grandma, who has passed away sometimes ago, she just cannot stay still and relax on the chair. And when we moved to a private housing in Lorong Chuan, she had mothing much to do; cannot go wet market cannot meet up wif old frenz at the void deck etc. Life had become so boring to her and mayb this is the cause of Alzheimer's disease i think.....
So i think i wun stop my mum from opening that shop but instead support her. mayb sometimes i'll just go down help out,but my result is so bad that i gotta start my work soon...
My mum asked me about going down to help but i rejected..i think she still not very clear about my result and i wouldn.t dare to tell her much too....something sad though and i'll just work hard for now ba :P

ok lah, enuf for today....just back to hall,took a cab >"< coz tomolo gotta go see the sch's dean :P argh~~~~

*Ends*