School Term Started >"<

hoho,
school term finally started...5 more months to chiong again, 5 more months of memory work and 5 more months of suffering. I will have to work hard soon. I still haben overload my modules yet. Gotta do it fast >"<>"<

Yesterday went to watch the FIR concert and is like wah how come so many people chionging for it? Heard it can fight with last time Sun Yan Tze one liao. Weizhi go at 9.45am and he din get it! It is the wow wow haha, he was initially behind 30 people so he thought he can get it. But then....at around 11 plus, there are more than 50 people in front of him liao lol. Then the booth only distribute 120 tickets to 60 persons today.Then he never expected to be the 61st! Haha gg!! And i was the 62nd >"<. Anyway it is lucky that i got the tickets hehe. My friends got extra tickets because his friend was unable to make it. So it is still lucky in the end.

Maybe that I cannot appreciate the songs but I just find most of the songs sang yesterday were the same >"< (surely got many people will curse me) Throughout the concert, I just find that their teacher is good, can see that he is very experience. And one bad thing i don't like yesterday or should i say the disappointed part is where FIR ask everyone to stand up on the very first song till then end of the show. I find it quite funny coz we are in an auditorium so we got some nice chairs to sit on. But in the end everyone is standing and blocking the people at the back. Ya, they said that it is for the atmosphere or something but different situation should perform differently. Like if u are performing to the VIPs in a ball room where most people are businessman wearing some nice suits and gowns, are u expecting them to rcok? It is the same for in the audit. I always think that good singers do not need this standing up or cheering stuffs to make them look more pro. They are good means they are good. And one more thing is, since everyone is standing, why no just host the concert somewhere outside in the open area? Then more people can watch and there is no need to queue and waste everyone's time. The organisers also have lesser work to do to set up booth etc. There are crowd control in the audit but i see none did anything. It is some disappointment haha. Much effort but poor presentation of the hard work.

I say liao oso no use...i wonder if people can understand anot. Surely got many people don't agree with wat i said but well, different people have different point of view :) Anyway it is over so just DKDC :P

There is no school today becoz it is the Union Day. I rotted most of the time away and did not really much. I think I go bath now and come back do some stuffs. Else, i'll just rot my time away in front of the monitor again.....

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A Blank Day

Oh it has been erm 4 days before i last blog? LoL, well after that day when i go fetch my ex back at the airport, my mood is not really in a stable mood haha. I have a talk with her 3 days ago at the very first place we 2 had spent together for the first time in our life -- Suntec Sky Garden. Well, that's the first place we been to together and the last place we been to before she went oversea and now it is the first time we met up after she's back and i suppose mayb the last time... The talk went on as I expected, only me was talking and she just remain quiet most of the time. She dun like to talk, she prefer to write so she did wrote to me an email after the meeting. Everything went quite alright, we not intending to patch back but just gotta meet up to clear up the mess and settle everything. My mind is more settled now and gotta get back to my life no matter how :P
**Sorry to those friends that had a hard time with me during these days coz i mood swing frequently**
Should be all for now :) I had slept a lot for today and nothing is really done haha. Tomorrow is the 2nd training in SRJC LD, I do hope that every training can go on smoothly. Think only John and me can make it tomorrow only again :) But nvm, HeXin told me just now that she confirm can go down next friday so at least +1 people next week haha. Suddenly, I just feel tired of doing anything. Wonder if my fire burns out again so easily >"< I hope this will recover asap as sch term is starting soon.....Good luck to me ba :P

Uncomfortable Day...

I have only 3-4 hours of sleep today >"<>"<
 
Well, she treated me quite coldly also and it is quite sad. I duno why and duno what she was thinking. Wanted to siam me or just dun bother to talk to me? Haha, anyway i did as i promise before she went oversea that i will welcome her back and i did it. It feels quite great but at the same time, it feels quite hurt. Someone that is so close to me before she left, came back to be such a stranger to me *shrugs* Is this life? haha...
 
I suddenly just cannot sleep well, cannot eat well and cannot think well, keep having headache but just cannot get my brain to rest. The feeling is not nice and i hope it gets over soon. Maybe is because of the starting of the new sem and alumni stuffs that stress me up. Think i better relax more lol, but there is no time to relax le...haiz,see how ba...

Good luck to me~

1 More Day Gone~

I just manage to catch the last bus back to hall just now phew...i just bathed and now is playing a little gb game to relax and writing a new blog hehe.

Well, today meeting is as expected and i am really glad at least a few of us can make it. The meeting is quite ok and i got a hard time trying to make my idea clear to HeXin lol. I think we are there trying to make each other understand for 30 mins and i still wondering if she knows wat i am saying haha :P Anyway it's over and we manage to set down wat to teach the fresh bloods during tomorrow training. We also discuss about wat we should buy for the club when we got the budget for the coming year. Oh man, i hope that the school is able to give up some budget though our club is small for now haha!

Oh ya, then i also get to know that John(LD) also play gunbound and warcraft 3!! woot hehe hope he can play wif me more when he get into his hall :P He is a NE user and i just cannot wait to play with new people. Oh well, but school is starting soon and really think gotta get down to work too so i think the chances of playing will be lesser too :(

Anyway, I had my dinner before the meeting which is around 6.30pm and after the meeting which is around 10.15pm, my stomach felt empty again haha and HeXin is hafing gastric so we decided to go eat some 煮炒 just opposite Bras Basar. And i order a plate of 星洲米粉. The sizes are 3,5,7 bux and i ordered a $5 size for my ownself! Haha, i thought that should settle my stomach till tomolo but just now when i got back to hall at ard mid-night, my stomach started grooling again :S oh man then i go boil a packet of instant bee hoon(bee hoon again >"<) to eat. Now quite full but a little scared of it le...For now, i just feel like sleeping~ omg i just doze off haha...
k lah, i better go sleep now >"< niTes~~!

**Meeting**

It is raining and really cooling out there lol that i gotta wear my breaker. The long night is lonely and i was watching DBZ anime till ard 7am when my roomie came back. Well,just dun wana disturb him, i stop watching and went to play a game of weiqi on KGS. Then i got bored so go gunbound and now the game was stuck so i was here writing blog :S some kind of luck today haha. I suppose to have a meeting wif my alumni frenz today to discuss about tomolo's training in my SRJC. Though of the busy schedule everyone haf, i really hope that most of them can make it :) Well, we'll see later, hope my wish come true :P
Oh ya, i think i better go grab some sleep else i will doze off during the meeting hehe.

Cya~~

Coming back~~

yoyo~
wah i finally shifted my room >"< quite a troublesome thing but at least i clear my barang barang and got a new room to start off for the new semester...well, the new room is cooler than my previous one so i consider this is a good sign haha. Hmm, next week, i'll be going back to my JC to conduct the liondance training. Quite excited yet worry coz it has been a long time since i touch any of the equipment haha...oso 2 of my tag team players cannot make it that day too. so it's all by myself again and really i duno how to teach the fresh blood. Scared the training will be too boring if serious and afraid that they'll climb to my head if too friendly.
Other than this, my ex is coming back and i gotta go fetch her as promise before she went off haha. Wonder how will it be like on the very day *shrugs*
In addition, school term starting!! and oh gosh i got a six days week time table, i'll be drowned wif books for the next 6 months
k lah....playing gunbound now....nothing to do, so bored~~

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NeW MoNth aHeaD

it's a new month ahead and it has been sometimes since i last blog...well time passes and it is a brand new month. The old June 2004 is gone and all are past now *shrugs*
Time really passes fast. The is this one important friend of mine has been away to Germany for more than 6 months for now :)
Haha,many things happened and i must say i haf grown a bit again. That's good in some ways but the opp cost mayb a little heavy...Well,i miss her in some ways or another though and hope that she can return safely :) I believe this trip has really enriches her a lot too..

I tried to blog these few days but cannot bring myself to it. Really not in any mood to do anything but i try to tell myself that time dun wait. So i wrote this 1st blog for July.

School re-opening soon, a very tough road is really in front of me. I never felt that before but i'll still try to face it. My Liondance Chapter is giving me headache too. Many stuffs are unfinished and there is nothing i can do now. No where to start wif, no place to get it moving b'coz it is not under my control...

I haf been playing weiqi and keep my brain working and trying to get some flash for this blog's background but still to no success >"< Nvm i'll try again when i can hehe.

I woke up at around 12am today and I am meeting Ashley today...gosh, hope i dun doze off later else will be very impolite :P

k lah, gtg bath liao...cya guys~