Friday, June 04, 2004

Disappointment.....

Today I am going to visit the school dean today. I did not sleep as I scared i wil be late of something. So I manage to keep awake as usual and get an early bath to keep me fresh...
The I printed my audit and planned timetable and prepare to go and decide my fate. Wah, i can't squeeze in all the modules but i still try and my timetable is like a 6 days week from 830am to 530pm.....so chamz...

I was kinda worry that the dean will not care about this and just let me retain 1 more sem...

I follow the address written on the directory and got to his office. I am like quite nervous duno wat to say etc but in the end, i still manage to say everything i want to say. However, sadly, he dun allow me to take too many modules as he said my result is bad and is under probation now.....haiz...gg-ed for me liao. Well, he just told me to register as many subjects as the system allows me to and that's it. He dun want to sign my overloading form...

Then i tell him that i want to clear my course in 4 yrs time but he say there is a very slim chance but well i think oso very hard le...I am quite sad thru out the day actually and feel like quitting school too. It's like i study 4.5yrs and get a stupid bachelor degree but i took an honour degree course. Very stupid right?? I duno but very luan now too.
For the time being i'll just keep on learning my html and webby stuffs. and mayb study a little of the modules that i failed....

ok lah, i think i'll stop here ba...

tiRinG dAe......

Today i woke up around in the morning and started to plan wat to do for the rest of the days....

Then cook myself something to eat and decided to go down to my mum's shop to see how's the shop is doing at dinner time.

The shop is nice and simple and well selling my favourite "yong tau fu" haha. ok lah, although i din pay but at least got help out hehe...well, sometimes i see my mum keep working and working, at her age, i see liao oso pain coz she is around 55 soon and still haf to work. :(
But she tell me she just cannot stay still at home one. i agree wif this becoz my grandma is oso like that. sort of a workaholic haha so at least din feel that bad. I remember my grandma, who has passed away sometimes ago, she just cannot stay still and relax on the chair. And when we moved to a private housing in Lorong Chuan, she had mothing much to do; cannot go wet market cannot meet up wif old frenz at the void deck etc. Life had become so boring to her and mayb this is the cause of Alzheimer's disease i think.....
So i think i wun stop my mum from opening that shop but instead support her. mayb sometimes i'll just go down help out,but my result is so bad that i gotta start my work soon...
My mum asked me about going down to help but i rejected..i think she still not very clear about my result and i wouldn.t dare to tell her much too....something sad though and i'll just work hard for now ba :P

ok lah, enuf for today....just back to hall,took a cab >"< coz tomolo gotta go see the sch's dean :P argh~~~~

*Ends*